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YO, PIRATE.
i don't make a good disclaimer-typer, so don't expect premade fill-in-the-blanks thingamajigs.
(that has to be the understatement of the century.) Rawflapuffles, just enjoy your day!

/9:41 AM

Wow, about 6 months since my last post. lol everytime i come here its always begins with me ranting about how lazy i am in the upkeep of my blog.

Its 12.42 am, yeah supposed to hit the sack right now but my body clock has apparently changed so drastically that i can't sleep before 1am daily, due to incessant late night revisions and studies (god what a 'no-lifer' as my friend so aptly puts it. But i just wanna work hard if not i'd regret it)

Talking about life right now, nothing short of minimum entertainment due to pretty heavy workloard (and its gonna get even heavier come term 3). I'll be determined to work even harder then and get as many As as possible and continue to look forward to that ultimate liberation at the end of the year, which is on 30th of November which marks the end of my examinations.

Hope i'll be able to post more, adios.

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ScreweD! /10:22 AM

Screw myself. Damn myself. Fuc* myself. lol I'll never ever be able to write things on a blog regularly.

Well, I completed my promotional examinations and despite all the immeasurable time spent and hard work done, I think I still screw it up and my results will surely fall below my expectations. Damn i just wish my pessimism will be untrue.

On the bright side, today is my last paper and I've never felt such an overwhelming upwelling of liberalism before. I reckon this is due to my over-emphasis on getting good grades that resulted in me studying like a insane nerd.

Also, I went to the Padang to watch the F1 practice sessions this evening. It was good overall though i found watching the same thing over and over again boring. (who wouldn't?) Noise level was a tad too high but was still acceptable for my ears. I just wish my ensuing trips to the Padang to watch the F1 races will make me forget, at least temporary, about my studies.

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Randomness /9:07 AM

Sigh its getting rather late so I'd try to keep this short. First, there is no way in hell I'd ever keep up with constant posts. Life's such a bitc* that sometimes you barely have time to catch a breather.

Just had a intense 2 week tests marathon before. Now its time for a respite, with no tests. Need some getting used to (ROFL). Anyway, despite trying so hard, i still can't score for physics. I guess i need to use better ways to study for physics. And, i guess my dream for Full Exemption Scheme is screwed because of physics and maybe, Economics. But anyway, i really hope for 2 partial exemption schemes! May God bless me.

That's all for now. I'm just talking to myself rofl! Goodnight.

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The Truth /9:42 AM

The truth is, I CANNOT blog. For all time's sake, it has been 1 month and 5 days to be exact, since i last came in here and typed some stuffs.

Well, since many things happened over the past month, there should be more than enough incentive for me to start writing.

In school, life's getting more and more hectic. Just over one month, there are 3 projects(PW inclusive) to do. Unfortunately for my class, either there has been a technical blunder or our class is just unlucky enough to have one of the worst timetables. Hence, with dismissal time of about 3 plus each day, there is insufficient time to finish all tutorials, let alone do revisions for the weekly tests that just come bombarding on us all like there's no tomorrow.

To be frank, I think i'm still coping well with all the tests(Except for today's Physics' lecture test which pisses me off to the core). But thats at the expense of studying into the wee hours, such as 1 plus in the morning. I'm pretty sick of this routine man.. I think I gotta start studying smarter, like some of my classmates so i can get sufficient bedtime.

And damn it's always the romance department that makes me miserable. I always put undue pressure on myself when it's time to make a move on the girl i fancy. The irony is that I'm so at ease and confident around the girls in my class and those whom i know, and when I'm not really doing anything related to dating. I really gotta start cultivating remaining calm when making my moves, and stop thinking too much and just do it. (Damn it's so easy to say man...But uragh! I hope i'd be able to overcome it) So, more practice in the dating arena, heck-care crash and burns with girls and just work on improving my skills!

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/8:25 AM

Wow been another long interval since i last updated. I am really not cut out for blogging.
Anyway, for some unknown reason, i got shortlisted for shooting club and i got into the Air Rifle team.

Initially I wanted to shoot just for fun. Though i thought i had chances of getting in, they were slim. But it turns out that I'm in! LOL. I'm probably not going to stay there because I've made it a point to join a sports CCA to get fitter. Of course, my genuine choice would be basketball, but upon seeing all the secondary school team players joining, I decided against it as I'd be an inferior over there.

So that brings me to the other choice, which is Volleyball. Trials are yet to come and I guess I'll just wait till then and go for any Shooting trainings. If i am able to enter volleyball, then I'd quit Shooting.

And then there's this classmate of mine who thinks that I'm a stalker when I'm not even remotely attracted to her. Everytime i said "hey there" in msn, she'd go offline in 1 minute without replying. LOL. I think this is just plain rude and uncivilised of her to behave like this. I really hope she isn't as bad as i thought, or else it sucks to have a classmate like her.

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Good Friday /9:45 AM

A happy good friday to all my Christian friends out there! And with this holiday brings the start of the hyped 'long weekend.'

Well, this week was both fun and tiring, with lessons ending each day at an average of 4 pm. Today was even a bummer, with the last lesson ending at 5pm! Now, let me talk about my class. It's really a multinational class with people from good old China, South Korea, Malaysia, Indonesia and Singapore lol.

My classmates are generally good people with the exception of some of them with strange antics. For example, this girl from Korea sarcastically dubbed the 'Korean Babe' never fails to piss me off with her extremely unoriginal slang. What's worst she even carries herself like that of an American. For god's sake be yourself! I know this might be the way you talk naturally after studying in the all too famous ACS(I). But this slanging is too disturbing as it makes not only me, but many others feel that she's trying to act like someone she's not.

Then, there's this guy from Malaysia who seemingly can't stop to mug. I mean, alright i know he's hardworking but just the sheer fact of seeing him doing his work almost gives me the impression that he is very afraid to lose out in studies and will stop at nothing to perfect his results. There's a good thing about him though. Just mug with him and one will be assured of getting pretty satisfactory results. =D

Then, there's this girl from China, named XinTong. OMG she's almost a complete soloist and it seems that she's also another super mugger. Well, fact that people like her are mugging makes me feel like mugging too so i can beat them. However, i do empathize her for having little friends and being alone most of the time. It's really sad. I hope she is able to find joy in JJ. After all, after travelling so many miles from hometown, surely she'd wish to be happy studying here? ROFLMAO!

That's all for now, gonna enjoy my long weekend to the fullest! Bye folks!(If there's anyone reading, that is. lol)

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/6:07 AM

It's been yet another long day at school. Lessons ended at 4.30pm today and i went home.

I usually wouldn't post but today i really feel i need a rant-box.

First I feel extremely painful, to the extent of kicking my ass because I'm such a timid guy. There's this girl whom i find rather attractive from my class. It was after school and we boarded the same bus and i sat in the back, and she sat a couple of seats in front of me. Then we alighted at the interchange and she was just mere metres in front of me. Damn i wish i could curb that intense palpitation at the moment. I wanted to just just say hello and probably ask her where she lived. But at the moment i was about to muster enough courage to do so, she actually went another way!!! Damn how i wished i could do it a few seconds earlier and at least we could talk a little.

In the ensuing moments I had only myself to console the overwhelming disappointment.

It is then i realised how painful regret is, very in fact. Next time I'm just gonna talk to her whenever i have the chance. I'm just gonna walk up to her no matter what and open my mouth.
As they always say, one life, live it. I don't wanna live in a life full of regrets.

I hope i fully understand the fundamental meaning of "Rejection is better than Regret" real soon, and can put away all expectations and results of any sort and just pursue my dreams.

Please, let me succeed.

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Unprofessional, Unsavoury, Unnatural, Unruly, Unscrupulous, Uncouth, Unethical, Unceremonious, Unorthodox, Unsophisticated, Uncanny. [Un-healthy is one of my lifestyle prospect] I don't know what i pursue but life is filled with unexpected stuffs. No matter how small you're, someone would treat you as the universe.(Wow philosophical ehh? I learnt this from a show.LOL)