Tuesday, March 18, 2008
/6:07 AM
It's been yet another long day at school. Lessons ended at 4.30pm today and i went home.
I usually wouldn't post but today i really feel i need a rant-box.
First I feel extremely painful, to the extent of kicking my ass because I'm such a timid guy. There's this girl whom i find rather attractive from my class. It was after school and we boarded the same bus and i sat in the back, and she sat a couple of seats in front of me. Then we alighted at the interchange and she was just mere metres in front of me. Damn i wish i could curb that intense palpitation at the moment. I wanted to just just say hello and probably ask her where she lived. But at the moment i was about to muster enough courage to do so, she actually went another way!!! Damn how i wished i could do it a few seconds earlier and at least we could talk a little.
In the ensuing moments I had only myself to console the overwhelming disappointment.
It is then i realised how painful regret is, very in fact. Next time I'm just gonna talk to her whenever i have the chance. I'm just gonna walk up to her no matter what and open my mouth.
As they always say, one life, live it. I don't wanna live in a life full of regrets.
I hope i fully understand the fundamental meaning of "Rejection is better than Regret" real soon, and can put away all expectations and results of any sort and just pursue my dreams.
Please, let me succeed.
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